Oh well, i'm back to blog. Life can't seems to get any better for me. It's like everyday all the bad things just come at the same time. My cough isn't getting any better. Stubborn thing, i should have stayed at home instead of getting drunk. I totally deserve it.

I've no idea what is going on in my life. The only thing i know that i'm tired. Physically, Mentally, tired. I want everything to be perfect but it seems that it's not even perfect even a tiny winy lilttle bit. Falling to the lowest point in life and it's been sometime since i really feel happy..

I must do something about it. I have to.

Back to update! :)

It beginning of November. How unlukcy can i get? Last week i lost my amulet when we're eating steamboat after work with the rest of the dolphin waitress. How careless of me and i've no idea how did it went missing. Recently this week for both days i fall down and my knee is covered with bruises and my last toe is bleeding. And right now, i'm down with flu and cough! ): Superb duper unlucky and i think i've to go to temple and pray soon. Still have 1 incident happened on halloween night but i'm not going to blog it down here for some reasons. Anyway, let bygones be bygones. As now is 21 century i dont care where you're from and telling people how big are you it's just not going to frighten me at all. Sometimes it make me wonder why people like you have such a mentally thinking.




Alright, I've cut my fringe back to bangs and i'm going to reborn my hair real soon. Wahaha! I wanna shop for more shorts, heels, tops & dress! :D Shall go for a shopping spree real soon.

Rest day today. Gonna rest at home as my whole body aching! Ciaos.

Things are getting out of hands. I need a break from everything. I know clearly that if this continue i'm going to get into some deep shit someday!

To D: I'm sorry. I know you'll be reading this. But i just wanna let you know, i'm not ready for anything yet. Maybe after reading this, you will be able to understand what i mean. :)

I love sunday because it's rest day for me. As promise i'll update my blog whenever i've the time and since today i'm staying at home for the whole day that's why i'm here to blog. Or put it in another words that i'm blogging because i wanna kill time! Hah.


Daily routine almost everyday. Work Sleep Eat -.- I totally no time for myself and i realise it has been sometime since i went out in the afternoon. Every now and then, i've been going out in the night and sleep in the morning. Body clock totally screw up! But afterall, i'm enjoying life to the max :D Of course not for things which happened so suddenly. Nonono!

Nothing can destroy this 5year relationship between us. I'm not pin pointing fingers to anyone but whoever love to put words and make up story you can jolly well go ahead :) It'll not affect the both of us.

Okay, i'm going to cut back my bangs by tomorrow :) I wanna accompany baby darling to have the same hairstyle. Sound lesbian right?! Hahahaha!

I've been neglecting my blog. I'm too lazy to blog about my daily life as i'm busy working almost everyday till i dont have time for myself. But i will try to update more often if i really have the time. Life still the same as bitch as ever. Pratically, i've been thinking my life have no goals or anything. Just lead everyday like this. 2months back, i remember i told myself this have to stop i've to do something about it. But up till now, nothing has changed. It's still the same.. ):


Okay, down with fever and flu again ): And i miss rebecca baby mak mak! ))))))): Don't forget our plans to Bangkok trip this coming december okie?! <3